That's not me"
The only way to find myself, is to shed myself entirely.
Remove myself from everything I have ever known. For over the course of my life to date, I have moulded myself in ways that I barely recognise The performance has now become so second nature, so surreal. I know I am not myself here. Not how they know me. They don't know me. And while I walk the same streets and talk to the same people, the performance stays the same.
Who am I if you take all of this way? If you remove me from the same environment I have lived in for over 20 years - the props, the characters, the set, the same tired old script.
I am deconstructing my constructed self.
"In a little while
I'll be gone"
Every situation needs a song. These are some of my favourites.